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Young Black and Ana

February 13th, 2008

Yay! @ 11:55 pm

Current Location: Hell
Current Mood: sad sad
Current Music: Spice Girls - Something Kinda Funny

 Hola, everybody! My name's Ayanda and I'm new to this community. =D

Seems spiffy...

But anyways, I think I'm going to do a fast tomorrow. I've managed to do minimal eating for the past couple of days, but today, I binged (fucking Muskeeters during school and after - the DEVIL sandwich - a confectory of mayo, cheese, white bread, tomato and chicken. - OMG!!1!one!)

I need to stop eating mayo. But fuck, it's so good. >_<

Now, the hard part is looking for the ingredients online.

And carrying just the right amount of water in school so my stomach doesn't growl 6th period and I don't have to constantly pee, because public restrooms are disgusting.

I'm gonna fucking do it this time, I swear. I CAN'T keep fucking up!

Just take my vitamins and barely eat...I can't stand looking at myself in the mirror anymore. Ughs.

And it's VALENTINE'S day tomorrow. I'll have to cross my fingers hard to not eat my loneliness.

I wish I were homeschooled >_<
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Date:February 14th, 2008 01:28 pm (UTC)
Bienvienidos! I hope you like it here. Good luck on your V-day fast!
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Date:February 14th, 2008 07:23 pm (UTC)
Welcom to the group. Hope you like it here. Yes, public restrooms creep me out more and more every year.. I don't know how I made it in a communal bathroom my freshmen year.

Young Black and Ana