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December 3rd, 2010

A nother venue @ 08:57 pm

I got a message saying that maybe we should move to another venue.  Webs ID. The same forums as Pretty Thin, doll parts, etc.  I really would love to keep a place focused on minorities with eating disorders but i don't have the energy to do it alone.    If you're interested in a collaboration.  let me know

August 17th, 2010

change mods? @ 03:13 am

If anybody wants to take over and revive this community message me

December 15th, 2009

hey @ 04:35 pm

Current Location: home
Current Mood: bored bored

well its being long that i havent been on , just finished school and jsut on hoilday . most of u migh not remeber me , well i hope u all are good , let new know how u all are doing...

im sarah by the way ..

well take care girls

July 19th, 2008

Fell off the roof!!! @ 02:43 pm

Current Location: home
Current Mood: anxious anxious
Current Music: brandy i tried

 I hate having a period soooo much the water weight, fatigue and the worse thing junk cravings! It seems like lately my PMS is soooo out of control I start eating and craving awfull food like 2 weeks before my period and I just don't know what to do to stop all the cravings they are three weeks ahead of my period!!!!!!!!!!!! That basically means that every month I cannot really lose weight and that is so frustrating.Also I have the boredom blues at one point I was waking up on the mornings and walking but I need some music or something I get so bored at my 5:30 runs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

July 5th, 2008

long time @ 09:24 pm

Current Location: home
Current Mood: curious curious
Current Music: they are not gonna get us

hey huni 

long time i havent being on this....

miss ya all though 

anyway how is everyone doing ?

hope u all are doing fine 

, im on my school hoilday now and im going to lose weight , i was going to say " im planning to lose wieght" but i dont want to plan i want to do 
coz i dont kno wat might happen next week.... 

sorry if i dont make sense 

anyway im happy dats im back 

hope u guys are happy that im back too :):D

May 29th, 2008

(no subject) @ 12:04 am

As a fellow mod (of bleed_me_skinny) and avid lj’er for over 4 years I’m letting you know that visualgirly was in my community and when she started to post spam like on her journal. I mean like 10/15 posts a day about it and this is a direct quote from her info “I am a Prothinspoer... I am in love with visualization and thinspiration to keep myself skinny forever... Prothinspo.com is my guide to my lifestyle. I am a person who is always on the hunt for new celebrity gossip and diet tips.” Need more proof that she is a troll? Her lj is far less then a year old; she has over 1,000 friends and is spamming around 650 communities.

I have allot of friends on lj and everyone I know in many communities are very sick of her. I noticed that she was in your community and would just like to let you know the kind of person she is. She makes personal attacks to people if they post pics, and all she does is plug that stupid site that tells one how to get an eating disorder.

I am sick of seeing her everywhere I go and so are many of my friends.

Just make sure if you delete her posts you mark them as spam!

Just a warning, tell your friends…if it were up to me and many people I know she would be shut down like all the other trolls.

♠ Kelly

If anyone would like to join my community feel free….its a troll free zone. But if you join…post loads please :)

April 12th, 2008

New @ 01:33 pm

Hi im new!! Im a freshman in college and I dont know how it happened because I have been pretty good at watching my intake. I got the dreaded freshman not 15 but 20. My depression is coming back and I just want to feel comfortable in this skin again. Does anyone know of any good black thinspiration sites? Im having trouble locating any. 

April 2nd, 2008

http://nervousanat.livejournal.com @ 04:00 pm

Current Mood: guilty guilty

Rainbow Diet
Monday (white):
Breakfast: ½ apple (40.5 cals)
Lunch: ½ apple (40.5 cals)
Dinner: 1 cucumber (24 cals)
Total: 105 cals

Tuesday (yellow):
Breakfast: 1 banana (108.5 cals)
Lunch: 1 banana (108.5 cals)
Dinner: ½ cup corn (66 cals)
Total: 283 cals

Wednesday (fast):

Thursday (orange):
Breakfast: ½ orange (31 cals)
Lunch: ½ orange (31 cals)
Dinner: 1 carrot (26 cals)
Total: 88 cals

Friday (red):
Breakfast: ½ cup strawberries (21.5 cals)
Lunch: ½ cup strawberries (21.5 cals)
Dinner: ½ red pepper (16 cals)
Total: 59 cals

Saturday (purple/blue):
Breakfast: 10 blueberries (8 cals)
Lunch: 10 blueberries (8 cals)
Dinner: 10 raspberries (24 cals)
Total: 40 cals

Sunday (green):
Breakfast: ½ cup grapes (57 cals)
Lunch: ½ grapes (57 cals)
Dinner: 1 cup lettuce (7 cals)
Total: 121 cals

Week total: 696 cals

February 13th, 2008

Yay! @ 11:55 pm

Current Location: Hell
Current Mood: sad sad
Current Music: Spice Girls - Something Kinda Funny

 Hola, everybody! My name's Ayanda and I'm new to this community. =D

Seems spiffy...

But anyways, I think I'm going to do a fast tomorrow. I've managed to do minimal eating for the past couple of days, but today, I binged (fucking Muskeeters during school and after - the DEVIL sandwich - a confectory of mayo, cheese, white bread, tomato and chicken. - OMG!!1!one!)

I need to stop eating mayo. But fuck, it's so good. >_<

Now, the hard part is looking for the ingredients online.

And carrying just the right amount of water in school so my stomach doesn't growl 6th period and I don't have to constantly pee, because public restrooms are disgusting.

I'm gonna fucking do it this time, I swear. I CAN'T keep fucking up!

Just take my vitamins and barely eat...I can't stand looking at myself in the mirror anymore. Ughs.

And it's VALENTINE'S day tomorrow. I'll have to cross my fingers hard to not eat my loneliness.

I wish I were homeschooled >_<

In media res @ 09:10 am

Things have been extremely crazy as of late.  I went back on my meds (Lexapro and Adderall, both small dosage)  because the depression was horrible. and I couldn't deal with that anymore.  I've been extremely busy with school, work, and web-design.   I'm looking forward to graduation and I can't wait until I am officially out of statesboro.  I'm really looking forward to moving and having my own place. and buying furniture for the first time in my life. and decorating for the first time in my life.  

I've decided to do the biggest loser competiton so hopefully it will go well. today I'm meeting my personal trainer and I'm going to tell her about it.  I'm extremely excited about. I'm finally starting to feel a bit better and losing weight more. Lost 2lbs since sunday nite.. Maybe it's because today my 3rd anniversary of dating my boyfriend. It makes so happy that even as pitiful as I can be some times he still loves me.   

Of course we're going out to eat tonite. and we still don't know where.  I'm going to try and be good and get a salad.  we'll see how that goes.

Young Black and Ana